I am working on my song 2-Steps. Preparing to video. I feel so much different now when I play/sing it compered to how I did when I first started writing it years ago. I always felt sad and very intense every time I played it until now (in it's various cocoon states). Even when I played it with other musicians. But now, after fixing everything that made me feel down, I feel happy in my heart and with a pep in my step every single time I go over it. The subject matter is very heavy, yes. But it still feels so good to sing and play it! I need to remember this feeling. And realise that a song is not really finished untill I feel this way in my heart.